Wednesday, July 06, 2005

I feel miserable

I have no idea what decision I should make at all, really.
Both consequences spell disaster for me, with the capital 'D'.

Rejection would mean a sudden uncomfort in this entire ongoing fantastic relation.
Acceptance would mean an eventual seperation and an ice-cold post-friendship.

I just want to push your hair back behind your ears when they fall out of place.
I just want to embrace you for eternity.
I just want to put my arms around you and make you warm, even if it makes me chilled.
I just want to hold your hands and feel your heart pulsating.
I just want to kiss you and keep the taste on my lips forever.
I just want to whisper sweet nothings in your ears and take care of you.
I just want to be the special one in your life.
I just want to love you.

You're the finishing piece to my jigsaw puzzle.

"My heart aches like anything when I see your smiling face.

The guilt is too much to bear.

But I don't wish to lose you, ever.

Please believe me.

Please."

posted@10:53 PM

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